i was crying tonite after several months i din cry. it was never better.


i am so stressful and they din pick up their phones..


please somebody............... where r u when i need u...


i donno who am i referring up there. juz somebody..


i hope i din sleep tonite. i have to finish my work.


its hard to get over it.

i am dedicating this song to someone..

Over It
katharine Mcphee

I’m over your lies
And I’m over your games
I’m over you asking me
When you know I’m not okay
You call me at night
And I pick up the phone
And though you be tellin’ me
I know you’re not alone

Oh and that’s why your eyes
I’m over it
Your smile
I’m over it
Realized
I’m over it, I’m over it
I’m over

(Chorus)
Wanting you to be wanting me
No that ain’t no way to be
How I feel, read my lips
Because I’m so over
(I’m so over it)
Movin’ on and it’s my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first, a little bit
But now I’m so over
I’m so over it

I’m over your hands
And I’m over your mouth
Trying to drag me down and fill me with self doubt

Oh and that’s why your world
I’m over it
So sure
I’m over it
I’m not your girl
I’m over it, I’m over it
I’m over

(Chorus)
Wanting you to be wanting me
No that ain’t no way to be
How I feel, read my lips
Because I’m so over
(I’m so over it)
Moving on and it’s my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first, a little bit
But now I’m so over
So over it
I’m so over it

(Bridge)
(Oh) Don’t call, Don’t come by
Ain’t no use don’t ask me why
You’ll never change
There’ll be no more crying in the rain
No, Oh oh
I’m over it

(Chorus)
Wanting you to be wanting me
No that ain’t no way to be
How I feel, Read my lips
‘Because I’m so over
(I’m so over it)
Movin’ on and it’s my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first, a little bit
But now I’m so over
So over it
I’m so over it
I’m over it
Wanting you to be wanting me,
No that ain’t no way to be,
How I feel, read my lips
Because I’m so over
(I’m so over it)
Movin’ on and it’s my time
you never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first, a little bit
But now I’m so over
So over it

huhu.. where r u? why din u text me tonite.... i am waiting..


plus, i can't sleep... :( what im gonna do.....

until today, its been 9 weeks for my industrial training. so, i got only one week left. i kinda suite the environment here... i like been forced to do something and i think i only can perform when i've been forced. its not i cant do it on my own, its just, i need somebody to encourage me to do it.


i met a new fren, she is crazy.... hahha.. funny crazy, humble and its easy been around her. its been 3 weeks since we are together. and i like her. hehe... i am sorry about ur bf, but, juz hold on. men are like that. huhu.. cheer up.


i taught i will not have any sweeet memories while my practical.. guess i am wrong then. i do have sweet memories... a lot.. hehe.. they are all awesome. we juz need more time which i dont have much. i am gonna miss all of u guys.. especially u babe. :) and i know u will miss me 2.. hahaha..


hope i can see all of u again. miss u guys so much! n always.

happy father's day to my papa and to all fathers in the world.


thank you dd..


he is the greatest daddy in my world...!!! it is because he is the only daddy i have. hahahaha... he is amazing and awesome, although he has his own agenda how to tc all of us.



i have the cooolest daddy ever. he's funny, firm, really good on making jokes and create a nonsense stories. especially when we take our dinner together. plus, he is talented in many things. i adore him and hope i can trace all his talents.


fyi, he can be a chef, tailor, contractor, businessman, counselor, plumber, imam, housekeeper, boss, worker, just name it, he will be anything for us except doctor because he has something going own when it comes with blood. hehehe... but, the one thing he always be is a papa for us.


however, not to forget my mummy also.. although this is father's day, i have to mention about my mummy because when there is my father, my mummy will also there. heeee...:)) happy belated mother's day mummy... hehe.... luv u both. take care yourself while we all are not there to take care of you guys.


while i'm here, there are few people said that i am just like my father. hahahaha.. like father, like daughter.

he did it again. huhu... tired when thinking of him, bia la.. org aneh, aneh juak... what do u want from me..... (lagu pa tah.. huah3)


btw, i found my frens here!! my oldies friends.. miss them so much. but, i kinda blurr with my primary school.. it been so long since i left them, however...this sunday, i have a chance to go and meet them again. can't wait. what is gonna be.. i wonder..


owh, btw.. i miss u too. talking with u is never ending. and fyi, once i hung up, movie the sisterhood and traveling pants stop downloading. huk3..... anwy, don forget to get your movies later.. :)





still struggling on final report for industrial training. but, i am sleepy now.. i ate ubat sesema just now.. and i feel dizzzy rite now... i think, i have to sleep now, if not, i will continued on writing nonsenses. gtg..




see, he is weird..

due date for training is around the corner.... i haven finish my report yet..



REPORT...!!!!!!!!!!!! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa................................... help2... somebody help me......



hurmm... u know what, i kinda like this training session because i can give my opinion and learn something that i don want to learn actually. but, sincerely i like working here, with these people although they r annoying and sarcastic.. hahaha... i think i like it here because i have friend with me here. the new trainee reported last week in our department. my senior actually at high school.


emmm... i only have 2 weeks more to go.. so, i have one week to finish the report before time's up. aarrrrggghhhhhhhh!!!!!!! hate report.

hehehe..... awkward nite.



i am chatting and texting with totally two different person with the same name.. and both of them ask the same question. hahaha... funny..


first time, i din realize they have the same name until i accidentally see his facebook profile. hahha..


one of them likes to make me laugh and the other one is always make me curious..

hurmm...

hello there Mr. H. i am on your service this week. as much as i concern, the other bosses didn't give as much work as you do.


but, i'm glad u gave me those works. it does teaches me about all things in this area. however... Mr. H, i don really like u. the way u speak, act, think and all sort of things, i don really like it. u r sarcastic.



don ever judge me although u seem didn't do it.. i can tell.



i have three tasks that i need to submit tomorrow. all with different people and area. one is tagging the drawing, the other is estimate the roof replacement, and the other is design the slab. once i want the works, all things come together. i hate them all. huh. makes my life miserable.




oh.. ya. my lecturer will come to visit me here. 1st of july at noon. hee.... can't wait. but before that, i have to face the cruelest training coordinator ever. i hope everything will go well.


off to work...

aaaarrrgghhhh..!!!!!!! heavy traffic in my head... excuse2.. give way please..

suddenly i realize, there are people who care for me. thanks! :)