My dear

Posted by amirah arbi on 12:31 AM

Hi b,

Its been a long time I didnt hear from you. Missing you everytime and everyday.. So, how are you? I hope you are getting better than before. no more crying because of silly things again. ☺

I feel like to write you a letter since we havent text much. hehe.... I almost forgot how we use to be for the last few months last year. This is so true as the old people says, "friendship is not about how long you know the person, its about the memories you have had together". and I think i have the most beautiful memories while with you. ❤

Its 00:38 and I am still wide awake. Although I have my family here.. I have my friends here..  I still feel so alone and bored. I dont know why, but its feel empty. I feel so miserable here with all the dramas and I dont really feel to be in any part of it anymore. 😧

I wish to tell you about my drama but I kinda forget about it since the drama is too ridiculous. okay, 1 story. There is 1 lady from KL, just report duty on Jan'17. She seems okay for a month. However, after that... 😩i couldnt stand with her anymore. i cant even see her face while talking to her. It feels sore to my eyes and mind😷. She is the most demanding, cocky, bossy, stubborn and very annoying person I have ever met.

First, she demanded a company car 🚗. she doesnt want the 2nd hand car, she wanted the new one 🚘, because the new one is arriving soon. Second, she demanded a house🏠. After giving a house, she wanted the furniture especially fridge, washing machine is brand new.🏡 After giving that, she asked us (me and my other 2 friends😫) to be her housemate for the time being since the house is so new.

On th first day, she went to sleepover at my place🚪. Second day, she went to sleepover at my friend's place, because she was too afraid to live alone there 😞. That's why, my two friends went there to accompanied her to that new house 👣 on the third day. I cant go since my dad didnt want me to go (there is a reason why, tell later). Then, that night, when midnight comes, she did literally waking up my friends and begged them to sleep in her room. 😱 reason?? because she was too freakin afraid of the sound she heard outside. OMG.... what!!?? 😲 This is not all and there is a few more things she did to us. The worst thing is waking up someone which is already asleep just bcoz of terrifying of the sound she heard. 😬

There is a drama in my office too but I think I'll write you in another letter. I feel sleepy suddenly after typing all those stories. So, its better for me to go to sleep since tomorrow I have to work.

Thank you for reading this and thank you for coming into my life and put some colour in it.😍 I miss you so much and I hope I can see you again anytime soon. Love you honey!😚

Good night my dear.

Yours beloved,


Bebual ngn dikpun

Posted by amirah arbi on 6:18 AM

This little arguement inside myself is annoyed me. Idk why this thing happen. mls na ku mok rsa fefeling eh. kepak ku dh. boleh x stop. mun ad pun nk.. boh mena gilak. feel lok dirik mpun dakne rsa. shioh... bebual nyawa rsa camtok jak2


I am so down.

Posted by amirah arbi on 9:12 AM

i am kinda down today. dont know exact reason why... But, I really need my mojojo back... anyone can give some inspiration and motivation for me to think that there is so much thing to do here....


Something to think about

Posted by amirah arbi on 6:27 AM

All my girlfriend, exes and scandalious are married. What is wrong with me? Oh I know, I am too in love with myself! ahahahaha...



Posted by amirah arbi on 3:55 PM

I am so impressed with your drawing. eh. wait. that is my drawing, you bastard!!!

How could you used my drawing. You did not even mentioned to me first. You are not just using it, you even changed it as if that drawing is yours. You changed it, put it in the nice title block and proposed it to my contractor.

Thats my drawing! thats mine. you should informed me at least. I am the one that designed it. that is my office. you are just the supplier. how could you do this to me. I share it to you for your reference. Either to check the dimension or only for internal use. Not as officially used. I could sue you by using my drawing before asking permission.

I am freakin mad after I knew this happen. I cant even talk to you let along to see your face in front of me. In the mean time, I am freakin mad at my boss too. He and she doesnt say anything about them using my drawing to do officially submission of their proposal... There is no one backup for me.

I hate them all. I feel like betrayed by my own team. Very disappointed. Mun di ekotkn hati.. xmok aku mok berik softcopy drawing pake kau. disebabkn boss ak suruh berik. ak berik jak la.. siap kenak perli 'everything you do within office hours is belong to the company' my heart hurts.. Its like been sliced and stabbed by the knife for few times.

I have made my mind.. I dont want to be involved in that thing anymore. I am frustrated. Hope you guys can take charge of that office.. Say that i am over react. i dont care. because.. that is a very unethical things to do. you should feel ashamed of yourself..


My 2016....

Posted by amirah arbi on 6:18 AM

This is the 1st blog i wrote for 2016. There are so many things happen. I am gonna post it in December post.

This is my yearly diary. Long story short for every month. Which I remember the important event that had happened.

January ➰
- For this month, there is nothing much happen since I was transfered from Sipitang on October 2015. I had a very tough month coz I am still adapting the environment. 🔖Feeling hard on company vehicle because always broke down. There was one time, I had to walk back from work bcoz I have no car. 😑

February ⏰
- This time, I drove my Akie to KK. ✈ I flew to Miri and waited for my parents to come from Kuching by driving my car. I continued drove from Miri to KK 🚗. As in KK, I brought my parents to sight seeing in KK. My mum loves beautiful scene and my dad just loves to travel.🗻

March 👀
- I cant really remember what had happened in this month. I think this was the month that I always took MC and been attacked by my long lost sickness, asthma🏨. I have to take a NAP (nebulizer) since I really cant breath properly at that time. And the most unfortunate event happened was my room had been attacked by mother nature since i did not closed my window.. 😔 all wet.. my bed. my cloths. my bags. 😥

April 🗻
- In this month... most of my weekend was with my friend. We went for hiking, badminton, sunrising, sunset and lepaking at mamak's stall until midnight. 🎭 I love to see the scenery when you are on the top of the hill. Its refreshing and keep your mind moving and thinking. Plus, I met new friend while joining the hiking team. 🌄

May 👣
- On May, I had my interview in my current place now. It was not a proper plan for looking a new place for work, just a random pick to ease my mom's request on me to work at kuchg. 💪 It was a one day trip and i have no intention to get any of the offer. I just went back to KK and work as normal. 💻

June ☕
- This month was a Fasting month. So, most of the day is about celebrating raya. While in KK, I've met my new housemate which is out of sudden become my very close yet very far friend of mine.😙 However, when i was in Kuchg, I did some layer cake, prepare for raya's dishes, house chores and etc.👩 my life then, was not so complicated as now.

July 💲
- I resigned from BinaPuri Sdn Bhd. We had a farewell party at our own office. The BBQ farewell. I made the chicken mushroom soup and my boss liked it. hehe... 🍜 It was simple yet memorable farewell ever. I missed working with them and I missed my work as civil eng in survey dept. 👼 As I recall back the sweat and blood for me to climb up the stairs was not easy. I really gained my knowledge and experiences through the tough road...🔨

August 🔮
- This was the month where I stepped in the new working place and environment. Its in kuchg and when I was there, at the HQ for reporting duty, there are also bunch of old people coming too, for reporting duty. In my brain, wow.. there are a lot of newcomers.. 👞 This month was very challenging since I hve to fight with myself everyday about the decision of moving to the new place. 💆 Its tiring. 2 weeks I was in HQ, kuchg. another 2 weeks move to Tondong Inn. I have to stay there since the staff house was located just few steps beside the temporary site office. 😂

September 👒
- Here, I flew back to KK to drive back my Akie to Kuching. 😌 Before that, me and my sister went sight seeing at KK town and I brought her to Kokol for her birthday! 🎊. We stayed at the hotel and had nice breakfast together.😋 The next day, my parents came from tawau. Only that, I drove until Miri and then had a direct flight to Kuching. ✈ My parents continued the journey from Miri to Kuching on the next day. 🚗

October 🚩
- For this month, most of the time I spend it with my virtual run. 👟 I have a few vr in october and I did accomplished it all. 🎯 I have a very high motivation in this month. and i lose some weight.😬

November ♻
- I had a very memorable short breakaway for this month. It was in KK which I spend most of the time with my besties. 👭👫 I did put the summary in my ig (amirah.rb) It was the best yet tired trip ever. I missed them so much. 😌 They moulded me to be a better person and I kinda thankful for that. 💝

December 💞
- For this month, I had a very special birthday ever. I got a surprise birthday party at my office.👓 of course lead by my crazy friends here. Then, I had a bowling party with my family and for the first time i almost beat my brother's score. 🎳 I had a christmas vacation just after my birthday. We celebrate at Borneo Highland. 🏰Spending time at that place was breath taking moment. ⏳ I wish to go there again, but its not me that driving up the hill.  ahahah.. Not to forget... surprise present! 📦 I got a few of birthday presents from my friends.. 🎁 Thank you guys. you are the best!! 😍

I think that was the sum up of my 2016... Which... I can say very challenging and yet the most fun year ever. 🔱 Many ups and downs that I have to face. I hope I can be better for the next year 2017. 😘


Hunger for answer.

Posted by mierah on 9:44 PM

Haaaaa.... I am in the flight bound for kuching rite now AK6355. How I wish I did not do what I did last week. How I wish things will go back normal again. How I wish this ia not happening..

They are several type of people that I couldnt handle by myself, which is the stubborn and ego person. This kind of people will become the pain in the ass when the time is not rite. They will become so aggresive and tough with you. However they can become gentle if you did not mess with them.

Beside.. I can get along with this kind of people but sometimes, the limit is overrated. You cant do anything bcoz they are powerful then you are. All you can do is sit back n let the time fix anything.

And now, I dont know what to think coz I din know where i do wrong. Maybe I din do anything or maybe i did something that might upset her. So, I hope she will recover and I can do my work as before...

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