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at last!!

Posted by mierah on 12:35 AM in ,
ello... hi..
the title above has nothing to do with the content of this post.




so many things happen in this sem.. but all are done. totally done. test, finals, assignments, projects, presentations, most important, lab reports.. hahaha... it feels free....... i love it so much! but.. sumwhere sumhow, i donno wat to do now.. i've just finish laundry my cloths. emm... i wan 2 watch movie, but i don have the new one.. boring la tgok cita dh tgok..



emm... i'm feelin empty.. hungry........... i donno, i felt that i did sumthing wrong.. did i? i thought i did.. how stupid i am... arrghh... i am stupid! biatch.. i hate myself rite now... damn... i don have mo0d to story anything.. im feeling lost.




i'll be back home on 21st november and come back here on 23rd december... i only have 1 month for holidays with my family and friends at kuching.. don like it. this is all because of camp before and after holiday..... shit! why do i need to go both!!! not fair!!!!!! always me.




i don think it can be as normal as usual.. it will be awkward. i know it. i started it.. but i donno how to end it nicely. 'it will be hurt when u lost sumone that u really love' (pnjm ayat membe jap.. hee).




huk3... its holiday time, but i ain't happy..... what's wrong with me??? dont u like holidays?? i luv holiday very much.. but there is sumthing holding my back, it do not wan the happiness... aisehmen...




last nite, i had a weird dream.. about monsters... stuck in the lift, i climb the high cliff juz to go to school.. my brother use flying broom.. he renovate it become more cool and awesome. many more.. wierd stuff and a bit scared. lately, i often got this type of dreams.. what is actually spinning around in my head?? emm... i wonder.




there is one guy texting me last three days.. physco guy..! annoying.. no, wtf that guy!! he used my number..!! sick! but, i had to give up, bcoz of final.. study is more important......




i better stop now, i donno wat i will type in here if i wish to continue.. later, after settle some issues here and there, i'll write wat i need to write.. 4 now, c ya.

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