The Heart is Trying.

I don't know how to say it so, I wrote it down. It might be cliché, but it's me trying.. 

Dear My Beloved Friend,

I’ve been sitting with a lot of thoughts lately, and I just want to be honest, quietly, without pressure, and from the heart.

Something between us has felt different, and maybe you’ve felt it too. Or maybe it’s just me. I’m not sure. I don’t fully understand what changed, and I won’t pretend I have all the right words. I just know that I’ve truly valued the moments we’ve shared, your trust, your stories, your presence. They all meant something to me.

If there’s anything I said or did that ever made you feel uncomfortable or judged, I’m truly sorry. That was never my intention. I care.. and maybe I showed it in the wrong way… or maybe just at the wrong time. Plus, I admit I’m a bit of a joker deep inside.

I also know you might be going through a lot right now, and I believe that’s true. I sincerely hope you’re finding small moments of peace and strength for yourself. I know you’re strong.

I’m not writing this to ask for anything or make things heavier.. no expectations, no answers needed. I just wanted to express how I feel, and to let you know that I care. I’ll respect whatever space you need.

I don’t want to be another pressure in your life. But I want you to know, if you ever need me, whenever, whether now, later, or even just in thought.. I’m still here, and I always will be.

Thank you for the sweet moments. Especially when you called me your new BFF, I smiled from ear to ear like the Cheshire Cat. That meant a lot.

I hope this isn’t a goodbye, just the beginning of something new.

I’ll be okay. And I hope you will too.

Your dearest weird friend,