Going haywire again

I feel so lost right now. I dontknow what to think off and i dont know whether i can do it or not.

I hate myself coz cannot really handle this thing properly. I want to be good at all things and i want to be good for myself too.

Right now, there are tonnes of things going on with my life.
- my project uitm is almost finish which is already finish, suppose too.
- i have to transfer at sipitang sabah for new project.
- my site office will be demolished soon and i have to pack all the survey equipment and all the drawings.
- manage 5 chainman which is very hard to do.
- final documentation for all the drawing and survey data.
- sub con still not agree with the final quantity.
- the annoying cns with the emails and questions
- asking question to the no clue person about the site but he is incharge of the site.
- the very much annoyed person talk about black goat and money.
- my transfer date is 26th instead of 1 sept. Hate this very much
- the family day and i couldnt fit with my fav khakis.
- my raya celebration. My raya layer cake.
- interested in japanese class but cant really join the class bcoz of this transfer thingy.
- my head went to haywire and i think my blood pressure are going up.

N now on, i dont think anyone can help me except Almighty Allah... Im seeking ur help to give me strength for me to complete the task smoothly and successfully. Aminn...