Haaaaa.... I am in the flight bound for kuching rite now AK6355. How I wish I did not do what I did last week. How I wish things will go back normal again. How I wish this ia not happening..

They are several type of people that I couldnt handle by myself, which is the stubborn and ego person. This kind of people will become the pain in the ass when the time is not rite. They will become so aggresive and tough with you. However they can become gentle if you did not mess with them.

Beside.. I can get along with this kind of people but sometimes, the limit is overrated. You cant do anything bcoz they are powerful then you are. All you can do is sit back n let the time fix anything.

And now, I dont know what to think coz I din know where i do wrong. Maybe I din do anything or maybe i did something that might upset her. So, I hope she will recover and I can do my work as before...

Hi there,

How r u? I dont know how u've been although we live together.. Here, I want to say I am very sorry if there is anything I did or said that make u mad, stressed  or annoyed. This is the only way that i know u will read this. As we've been friends for only 6 months, I barely know u and from what I knew, U are very most caring person yet very stubborn. I'm sorry if I annoyed u again.

Its almost a month that we din't talk to each other. I dont know whether u r mad at me or others. And I just assume at me cause u din't want to talk to me about anything u stressed off as we always do.

If u really mad at me or its just my feeling, please do not do this silent thingy at kuming. She really respect u as her leader, motivator and teacher. Plus, very very adore u as her friend.. I dont want the last memories of u guys is not talking to each other.

Because of ur absent yesterday, everyone is asking and we dont really have the answer. And that makes the situation become more tight..

As for me, I just want to know why did u behave like this. Making scary face n not talking is not the solution I want and this is not a normal silent. I know u will ignore this cause u think its weird or 'lain....' but for me, i cant speak so i will write...

Thank you for reading this, and I hope u will find ur happiness that u r looking for. Btw, I rarely say this but I miss our time together..