helloooooo there... its been a longggggggg time. its not that i did not have things to write, its just i have no time to update. since i have a new phone, this laptop is rarely been switched on.

ermm... if i'm not mistaken, its already four months im working at kuching. Plus minus... around 8 months with this company. i donno what to say about how i feel while working here after this period.

but, what i can say now is i am used to all of this things. drive myself to work, eat lunch alone with my homemade food, wake up early, make up my bed, my mum's nag, and all other things I'd been said before.

therefore, i made some friends here. and yes, its fun. we play basketball together, futsal, story about weird and funny stuff.. ahaaa... there is one guy, lets name him mr R.

Since im working here, he is the one that always accompany me if i have to work overtime at the office. i can say almost everyday we stayed together. going back around 7 , 7.30 pm.. and sometimes 8 pm. however, this is not last longer... he had been transferred back at kk. and there is another person replaced him..

the person that replace him is a she and do not have driving license. If she wants to work overtime i have to sent her home. i dont mind to send her, but her house and my home is not the same way.. i hve to make a big U turn in order to send her and then go back home. and there is a lot of effort.... -_-''

Back to mr R, he always try to make me smile and laugh if i look so stressful while working. And he always made it. One fine day, he asked me out and i had a weird day ever. Its good, i had a lot of fun but, deep down inside was crushed coz he will be leaving soon. its not that i have feeling for him, its just, he makes me happy. i am happy when i'm with him. but now, he's gone.

after he left, i realized my work has been messed up. everything not rite and somewhere somehow, problems come up like crazy. i do not have the passion and i did not work overtime as always anymore. my work piled up and my assistant wont do anything if i dont tell her to do. plus, if i asked her to do that, i have to recheck and this is double work for me..

i miss him, i miss his craziness and weirdness. i miss working with him. although i have a lot of works but i still can manage to finish and solve it... owh and one more thing i miss about him.. guitar. he used to play the guitar after office hours and i love to see him played.


however, this is life. there's ups and downs in it. try to learn as much as u can and take out the best of urself. working here is not that bad and i learn to accept and improvise what i have get.

i'll update again about my work later coz i have to sleep now, like freakin now!
gtg, bye and cya! owh, i realize the title is not sync with the post at all! :p

i have a lot of things going on last week. and i hope i can write it here soon.. today, i cant bcoz, i'm stress with one guy that suddenly shoot me abt my work.

i miss blogging.... very much. after 1 week without internet, i feel so lost in this new world around me..

my phone broke down after few days i am here. so, i have to buy a new phone.. and guess what phone did i bought??? u cant believe it cause i cant believe it either.


so far.. i like my work. i feel like working.. but.. there are some inconveniences here and there. however, what can i do.. just keep urself together and suck it up!

no time for arguing or merungut this time. btw, its 1.40 am.. and i have to go to work tomorrow.. so, i have to sleep.. there are tonnes of stories happen to me this few weeks. and i am eager to write it here. coz its fun. later, i'll come back and give some story.

for now, i cant stand my eyes from closing and its a gud bye..

bye, daa.. oh, sorry if my sentences upside down.. a bit sleepy and so lazy to make it right.

tomorrow i'll be flying to kota kinabalu for my work. 6 months..

suddenly, i cant stand to leave my parent by themselves here.. however, its for my own good.

btw, its not i'll be at kk forever.. i hope i can learn fast enough and come back here early than expected.

couldnt bare to stay there.. i have vacation to plan. kan wak kan.. hihi..

i am freakin boring working here.. surprisingly they knew that i am really bored here. its not much i can do except the admin work. i feel tired waiting for the job that could never be mine. its just frustrating. its been a month i've been here and what can i say about my experience... its nothing. its pathetic! poor me.


i hope i can stand at least 3 months more. then, i want to go elsewhere if this situation continues.... but, if i got a new offer, i might take it. hehe.. i couldn't feel the feeling that i suppose to be felt. they said, there are a lot of works here, and i could learn a lot of experiences. however, its not happening.. maybe its to soon to tell. so, just wait for a few months.. the time fly very fast u know..


thankfully there is internet connection here, if not i would die with boredom.

today is 1 August and also 1 Ramadhan. first day fasting. and today is also my busiest day in this company. i have two bosses and one supervisor. all three gave me a task continuously. first, mr. J. he gave me a list and i have to check the end value of that tender. is it same or not.

then, ms. A. asked me to update the outgoing and incoming letters for this ongoing project. after that, mr. A. gave me one weird task. something with scope of work of the project. i think so..

due to fasting month, mr. J said our office hours is from 8.30am to 4.30 pm...... hehe.. however, the next door company, finish at 4 pm......... huhu...

btw, i had a great day today. i finished all my work except the scope of work which i dont have any idea how to do it. i'll do it tomorrow.

so, that's it for today... c u later.. sleepy... owh. before its 2 late....... SELAMAT BERPUASA KPD SESIAPA YANG BERPUASA!!!!!

ok, i'm done. byee..

the big dilemma between stay in cbg or accept the new job as an engineer has been decided last week. about half an hour i change my mind from quitting and choose to stay in the training program.

before this, i had decided to quit both of my choices, however as always... my super cool dad... brainwash my super genius brain and he did it again. changing my mind from quitting. i dont know how he does that, but he did change my mind.

plus, he gave one good advice while we were still on the motocycle, he said,'dont easily influenced by others cause u never know them'

so, here i am working without salary, n just allowance..

i have sumthing to write here but i am in hurry now, i'll update later..

bye. cya!

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa............................. i really dont have time to blog! ahhh... this is because i am working from 8.30 until 5.. monday to friday, saturday maybe sunday break. aahhhhh.... this is so tiring.

here, let me tell u how i got the job. first, my cousin asked me to register for cbg (capacity building for graduate) this cbg thing will help u to find any vacancy in any company private or government. then, place u to that agency. so, i register by sending an email to that cbg.

then, after a week, they called me and asked me to send my resume and all the certs to them. so, the next day after i got the called, i sent the thing they want.

after that, 2 days later.... i got a called from them and told me that there is a vacancy in one construction company. they only give me 30 minutes to decide whether i want the job or not. lastly, i took it after i talked with my boss..

just imagine, on wed i sent that resume, on friday i got the called and i have to report to the company on next monday. i feel so mixed up cause i have not expected all this in few days... i am shocked.

aa... to treat my shockness, my bro, my sister and i went for midnight movie. watching harry potter in 3D. and it was awesomeeeee!!! u guys should watch it.

owh, ok, back to the job.. on the first day in the new company, there is one guy that also been sent by cbg. so, there are two of us from cbg. we had our first meeting with the big boss and he offered us to become a permanent staff there. but with loww salary cause we have no experience at all. i didnt give any answer yet. i am still thinking about this promotion..

haa... so that is how i got my job rite now... ahhh... so many mosquitoes la here, i'll update again later. c ya!

owh, based on the last last post, which i posted on 1 july.. today is 12 july and i have a lot to tell.

on 27th june, i had been offered the administrative assistant job. since i have no job at all and no respond for my application, i just took the job. the job is simple. i need to do the database for the company, paper work for the program, and letterssss.......... many kind of letters. hahahah... i'm working 20 hours per week with rmxxx per month. i think its worth it or more worth it actually.

but, of course i'm still searching for the better job and hopefully i can use my degree.. *finger cross*. i did applied for job in miri and training in cbg. but, my head dont really like the cbg thing.... i probably prefer not working with the government right now. i have my own mission in life.

my previous weeks had been filled with thousand of laughter...:)))))))) not else by my favorite person, bintang!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahhaahhaaha... she made me laugh everyday and every minutes. hahaha.. although she said that actually i am the one that made she laugh out loud. watching her smile and laugh everytime i make the 'face' or say something ridiculous just made my day.