Hi, I have this friend. She seems different from my other fren. I think we are quite close because almost everyday we'll see each other at work. But, on sunday we will just go with our own separate life.
What i mean by different is, first, she likes to plan everything bcoz she will feel better if she had a plan. It doesnt matter whether the plan will work out or not. For other people, they make plans to make sure all things will go thru smoothly with the plan. Totally different in planning purpose~
Second, she likes too many things. For example, she likes sport expecially basketball, fishing, math, physic, music, poetry (allan poe), orchestra, blackhole, astronomy, drawing or sketching, pool or snooker, swimming, and many more. It is so rare for me to find one person to like so many things which obviously in different angle in life. As if she likes all things except biology and chemisty. She hates them. Totally.
Third, she cant b mad or angry, she will just annoyed and muttering. Just that. In the mean time, she will prank her friend just to make herself feeling better. o_O but, i like it. It makes me feel alive.
Despite on the difference, she can b a friend, motivator, shrink,  colleague, bully, wet blanket,  comedian, story teller, driver and a buddy for me all this time..
There r few things more which she is different from my other frens. But overall, she is normal and fun to be with.. I'm thankful i can be friend with this friend of mine.

helloooooo there... its been a longggggggg time. its not that i did not have things to write, its just i have no time to update. since i have a new phone, this laptop is rarely been switched on.

ermm... if i'm not mistaken, its already four months im working at kuching. Plus minus... around 8 months with this company. i donno what to say about how i feel while working here after this period.

but, what i can say now is i am used to all of this things. drive myself to work, eat lunch alone with my homemade food, wake up early, make up my bed, my mum's nag, and all other things I'd been said before.

therefore, i made some friends here. and yes, its fun. we play basketball together, futsal, story about weird and funny stuff.. ahaaa... there is one guy, lets name him mr R.

Since im working here, he is the one that always accompany me if i have to work overtime at the office. i can say almost everyday we stayed together. going back around 7 , 7.30 pm.. and sometimes 8 pm. however, this is not last longer... he had been transferred back at kk. and there is another person replaced him..

the person that replace him is a she and do not have driving license. If she wants to work overtime i have to sent her home. i dont mind to send her, but her house and my home is not the same way.. i hve to make a big U turn in order to send her and then go back home. and there is a lot of effort.... -_-''

Back to mr R, he always try to make me smile and laugh if i look so stressful while working. And he always made it. One fine day, he asked me out and i had a weird day ever. Its good, i had a lot of fun but, deep down inside was crushed coz he will be leaving soon. its not that i have feeling for him, its just, he makes me happy. i am happy when i'm with him. but now, he's gone.

after he left, i realized my work has been messed up. everything not rite and somewhere somehow, problems come up like crazy. i do not have the passion and i did not work overtime as always anymore. my work piled up and my assistant wont do anything if i dont tell her to do. plus, if i asked her to do that, i have to recheck and this is double work for me..

i miss him, i miss his craziness and weirdness. i miss working with him. although i have a lot of works but i still can manage to finish and solve it... owh and one more thing i miss about him.. guitar. he used to play the guitar after office hours and i love to see him played.


however, this is life. there's ups and downs in it. try to learn as much as u can and take out the best of urself. working here is not that bad and i learn to accept and improvise what i have get.

i'll update again about my work later coz i have to sleep now, like freakin now!
gtg, bye and cya! owh, i realize the title is not sync with the post at all! :p

damn.. i think i have some problem with my memory lately. biala...

on 24th nov 2011, i'm going back to my hometown cause afina's wedding is on 25th nov. however, i missed the akad ceremony cause that bank asked me to go c the officer at the evening. damn u officer... btw, my friends najwa and jiha r coming on friday nite. so, i fetched them around 8.30 pm. then, we went to kampng gersik to get some dinner. since i am sucked at roads, i have to ask an alive navigator to guide me which is shidah. hahaha.... (boh mrh a.. btw, tq!)

then, the next day, epul arrived around 9 am.  and another two are coming around 3 pm. after i fetched epul, we had our breakfast together at my house cause my dad did mee kolok for them.  next agenda was going to buntal. my dad thought to buy some seafood there. but, we were not that lucky. the seafood was so damn expensive. so, we went to damai central. new place around damai puri and also near to cultural village. however, they did not enter the cultural village cause we dont have much time and they said the  fees quite expensive. then, we went back. around 2.30 after lunch, i'm going to fetch the other two at the airport. as we reached my house, the ceremony already started. yup, there are something going on at my house.


on this day, there was an event going on which is 'tahlil ceremony' for my grandfather. actually, this event will be held at another place. but, because of certain circumstances,this event need to be done at my house instead. the funny thing while this event happened, i really thought i already told my friends about this event. yes, i told them but not epul. hahah... he's been sleeping at the guest room without knowing there was an event outside. while in the hectic moment, he texts me this ' nasib baik ak x klua pakai towel je td ha...' hahahha...

after the ceremony, that night, all of us including my parents went to BCCK. after  the pc fair which held at bcck, we went to kuching town and took some pictures with the big cats. hahaahh... then, we just go round and round. almost 10.30 pm, we arrived home. they said, its feels like program anak angkat since my parents joined together. ( actually, i feel guilty about this cause i cant bring them around kuching all by myself ).

while in the car, we did planned to go serikin before going to fina's wedding. cause, the other two of my friend are going back to kl on sunday nite. so, its decided. at 6.30 am we already on the way to serikin. abt one hour later, we arrived. owh, before i forgot. epul's shoes has been stolen last night. we only figured it out after he asked me whether i saw his shoes or not. sorry for him but what to do.., then, he used my father's croc. hahaha... we went back from serikin around 9 cause we cant be late at the wedding.

while at the wedding, afina looks very different and for the first time i looked her in the montage vid, i couldn't recognize the person in that slide show is her. she is totally gorgeous and i'm happy for her. congratulation!! alhamdulillah my friend. everything is going smoothly. may u find ur happiness and Allah bless u and ur family. i'll missed everything we did before and i hope i can be bridezilla just like u. hahahaha..... (not this time.. later laa.........)



after the wedding, all of us was exhausted. some of us went sleeping and some of them packing. around 4 or 5 pm, my dad drove us to the kek lapis store. i told my dad the other cake house is better. but he said, we go here first, then we go to next one. but, they already bought cakes from there. so, we decide to go back home. cause that night we going to see the bridezilla without the 'costumes'. heheh..

before we go home, we took a boat which known as 'penambang' to the water front. take some pictures. then, we go home. that night, as promise, we go see our friend. after having some quality time with our deary friend, we have to send the other two to the airport..

on the next day. the other two will be going back to kl. same as me. but mine is evening. that morning, something happen and i dont want to talk abt it here. long story short, we having mee jawa and mee laksa for breakfast. after sending them to the airport, i'm going home to pack my things since my flight is also that day. before that, i accompanied epul to buy a new shoes. he managed to find his shoes in 2 hours time at 5 stores. respect! hahaaha....

as u know, epul is going to stay at my house although i'm not there. sorry epul. and thanks cause understand. my mum said he went to tour at kuching all by himself with his new shoes. hahaha...

there.. my story finish here. i apolpgize to my friends if there are any inconvenient while u guys at kuching and especially at my house. feel free to come again and later, i'll make it rite. there is something i want to talk about, but, i'll write it in another post. c u again later. and good night.


p/s: since my phone kinda sucks this time, all the pictures are taken by them and i havent received any... i'll put some pictures later. if i got it.

i am so tired today since i woke up late and i arrived 5 minutes late at the office. as i sampe at the office, my boss was in my room waiting for me.. huhu... scary. and she just said that i need to prepare 19 letters 4 the list she gave me earlier (day b4 yesterday). then, she want me to update about the proposal and the government letter... hurmm... i did managed to finish the 19 letters cause it was copy and paste... the proposal, i told her i need some time to finish it up. then i had lunch with my bosses. huhu.. i have to eat a lot since my bosses want me to have it.

then, i sent my friend to the airport.. at first, she said her flight was 4.10 pm and by the time i want to fetch her, its already 2.30 pm.. if u always take an airplane, u know how late u r now.. but then, she said her flight was actually at 4.25 pm.. n i sempat sent her to the airport.. fuhh...

hah, my day din finish here, since fina will be going to kl tomorrow, i just want to spend some time with her. so, we went for karaoke cause yesterday we din make it. i love karaoke with her as i can sing whatever song i want. hahahah... we love to sing kelly clarkson's song. hehe.. that night just a nice goodbye for me to her. hope to see u again! hey, i havent see your dress!

ahaa.... u must think i will finish here.. no no no... i am not wrapped it now. at home, my little cousin was actually waiting for me.. awww... so sweet... so, i have to play with him. after that, i need to send him back to his house. but he doesnt want to.. he said he want to sleep with me here. i have to bribe him and said, we'll play again tomorrow and now u have to go home. after several minutes, he said ok.. so, i sent him back home.

after that, i thought i just want to go upstairs and sleep. but, i spend some time with my family instead. we watched Imam Muda and having fun together. i saw my mum fried some mee hoon for dinner. i 'swooped' all of it although i already had my meal. hehe.. the mee hoon was nice.

aaaaa then, i had some conflict with my feelings. and now it just recovering.. after all that, i surely can say i had a full day with full tummy too... hahahaha...

that's all folks. i had to go. c u latter!

i just arrived at my home around 1 o'clock in the morning. and i got a text that the result is already come out. i cant sit down properly for the breakfast cause i really want to know my result. and then.. from the inside, my heart screaming like crazy but from the outside, i am smiling like crazy. finish up my breakfast and keep on smiling...

OMG!! thanks to Allah... syukur alhamdullilah.. i never thought that my dream can come true and it really come true for the last semester.. i cant imagine how i can do that. of course i didnt do it alone. thanks to my family and all my friends. i just feel this news was beyond my expectation..

although the result is not good for some people, but for me, it was really good and i know i already give my best shot. i really appreciate it so much. it shows that all my hard works and my tears are all paid off.

it feels sooo good when the result is still 3 pointer, bcoz my result before this was unstable and the feeling of wondering whether the result will drop in the last semester is very painful. with all the scary exams and projects, i had taught that i can never make it with the second class upper for graduation. but, i did it. plus, i passes my autocad exam. this just like an add-on happiness for me.

just now, i went jln2 with a very 'old' fren of mine afina. hahahah... it seems four years just not enough for us to date. hahahah... we both were in excited state and mind blowing about the result. so, we go out to chill the adrenaline rush in our body. hahahaah... sharing this with her is a good idea coz i think only she knows the pain and trouble i've been through. btw, i dont have to tell everything coz she knows the up and down, the good and bad moments we share together already paid off with this result. for a while, we just enjoyed the great feeling ever...

owh, i'll tell the story about my vacation later la.. with pics if i rajin. hehhe.. off to go. bye!

oookaaayyyyyyy........ its been a long break since the last post. sorry readers. i dont have the time and mood to write my story here.. so, i will just wrap all the thing off and the details i'll tell later since i will be here for a very long time..

first, the last day of degree, celebrate at KFC with afina and jamie.

then, i had my 1 week holiday with my sister and family. n, i never had a chance to meet her a.k.a wak..

went to 3P program, autoCAD course to get associate certificate. i have a lot to tell for this topic. many things happen from the first till the last day.

- spending time for the last time at johnny's with afina.

-outing at the beach and seafood. we accidentally went to the morib beach and it was nice.. i also bought a kite...:)

- interview at kompleks akademik organized by cpc upm. thanks upm, but i din get the job.

heheh.. the important things is the experience...

-the vacation at sunway with salwa and afina. have some 'fun' with the foreigners and orang putih yang hot. hahahahhahaha... then, dinner at flaming.

-then, the silly drama. which i dont see whats the point of the drama.. wasting time and energy. bitch! i'll definitely will tell some story about this drama. because it was very lame and i dont think i can forget about it.

after that, i am going back to nilai for a week. and went to kenduri kawen kazen angkat at kuala selangor.

the drama happen while i want to check in my luggage. this, i never done it before and thanks to fireflyz, i did it. and suddenly, i think i am silly and unprepared..

and now, i am at my home sweet home.... but tomorrow, i have to wake up early coz my holiday continues!!!!!!!!!!!! my family and i will having a trip to miri and brunei for 5 days... cant wait!.

so i guess, i have to leave now, i will write again. and filled u with other stories and details for the sub topic above. ok, see ya! and gud nite..

wow... its a been loooooooooooog time since the last post. i really dont have much time to update anything here coz i have like mountains of other works. i am really disappointed with myself recently. my feelings are not stable and swinging like a typhoon.


i am so tired this past few days. my presentation for the capstone is not good. i know i can do better that dat. i hate when i have this bad memories.... my policy is even worst. i havent start my penilaian individu. the reaction paper......... i dont know how 2 complete all the tasks now. the fyp is confusing..... i dont know what to say in the discussion.. omg.. i am doom........


before that, i am very thankful to her, cause without her, i couldnt move my fingers to start typing my works.

other than that, i am very thankful coz i have her beside me everytime i think i wanna fall down.
she will try to 'kutip' me back and let me sit down and then stand up straight again. she is awesome.

but, i wont tell in front of her cooz she wont believe me, hahahahah.. i refuse to tell in front of her, cause later she will forget that she is awesome. so, i rather wrote here, so she knows and always knows that she is an awesome friend.

hahhaha... i break a new record for this holiday. i din go to the spring mall!!!!!!!!!! hahah... although my holiday was only 2 weeks, but its still a new record. wakakakakak.... i donno why am i so happy when i din go to the spring. i don have any solid reason. its just, i dont want to go there, there are too many people and mok crik paking dkt pintu mall ya ssh.

thanks to my buddies. who understand me which din asked me to drive there.:)))) love u guys.

this post is basically about my postponed birthday celebration. mok klaka srwak lok. mls mok skipping london. campo2 la.

after celebrate with my family and my madulebah, kmk celebrate gik ngn fina. remember, the funny, crazy fren i have. my laling juak la tok. ambk nya kt umah.

first ayt.. 'kmk xmok pg spring aa' hehe.. nya pun xmok juak. gud2...

so, g lunch, kt planet 'pluto'. nya mok cia kmk mkn, tp di sebabkn my mknn sucks~, kmk refuse di cia mkn. x special lalu.... sedeh doh...

then, jln2 kt kede lua ya, g kede cina jual bju kawen, tp, xda d mok nya. siap pdh nok d mok nya pesen lamk indah... alu kua mek org dri kede ya.... trok2.. pasya g TJ, eran phl x byk org kt lam tok. pusin2... jumpa book fair. nya jumpa buku nya mok, n that book super cheap tp gaya buku ya mhl gla... siap hard cover gik ya. salute!!

kmk 2 g TJ, jln kaki dri planet ya, mula2 x ujan, tba2 time blit, ujan indah......... singgah la SP kjp.. tangga kede lmk2 dolok. ingt zaman sekolah indah. lawak li jak. pas ujan dh benti ckit, mek 2 chow.

pasya, xtauk mok g cney, nya ajak g ilek kt debah jambatan. so, mek org pun pg la.. b4 that, bli mknn lok. and present.. hehe.. byk aie adiah kmk dpt. xpnh gik sorg, brik adiah byk ya. hahahahah... makseh laling... :p

so, mek 2 'dating' la tek kt debah jambatan ya sambil mkn2 junk food and bkak present. heheh.. lpas org ngail sblh mek org tensen xpat ikn, nya blit, mek 2 pun blit juak. bkn pa... ari dh aher..

pasya kmk g jmpa madulebah lok. ad urusan lom selesai. then, i sent her back home and meet erica!! :))

lelah juak klala lam bhsa ibunda tok. k lah, ya jak.. i want to sleep lok. dh ngantok. bye. c ya.

what a day... that new year, i spent it with my friend. just two of us. watching fireworks, talking and sharing things. i miss this kind of conversation with my older friend.





my new year not that bad, not as good as i want it to. emm.. a little bit of loneliness, plus boring and sometimes working out.




its been a long time i din post anything since the new year. haha.. wak, this post is for u.




i like to introduce my old, long lasting friend, a.k.a wak. hee.. . i met her since form 1 at secondary school. we sat for arabic class together. and it was our first date.
hahah...






since then, we din see each other pretty much except the arabic class. we are not so closed until form 4. where, we were in the same class. 4D. we became classmates and friends since then. she likes to beat me in every test or exam, don know why.. she's a fighter maybe... but i'm genius... hahah, sometimes, she beats me pretty bad, sometimes i don let it happen. i can't forget the line she gave me that day, 'ktk x blaja pun xpa, result salu gempak'. hahah.. why can i do babe.. i am genius.. wahahahha...





amazing thing, she was really kind to lend her hand for me to sleep in the class. until her hand numb. hee... sorry.. and thanks, i din thanks you that time, didn't i?





we became more closer in form 5. but, we don want anyone to know. because, the drama might be happened. haha.. u know, high school.. she has a group, just like others, and so do i. the drama is not between us, but it will be between our little groupie... hee... can't stop laughing when think about this again...:))





therefore, we were friend until one point, people start talking about us. but, we don care because we din do anything wrong here mister.. my friend started to act weird.. avoiding me, escape classes, din talk to me, but, what am i suppose to do that time?.. juz let it be. and let it go.. this drama should ends after the school. emmm....





there was one day, we went out together. this is one of my best memories. we walked from parkson, through waterfront and end at wisma satok. we donno what to do, where to go, so we walked.. hahah.. and now, i'm thinking.. what are we doing that day? haha.. nothing i guess. i can't hardly remember.. long term memory i guess...





before the spm, we had a camp called perkampungan spm. i just love this camp. not really a camp actually. but i love it... there were some sweet memories and i can't erased it.. so hard to let it go..





emm... high school... i love it. think so... after leaving the high school, we went to matric. i decided to go to pahang, but since she refuse, i change it to labuan. so, we got the same matric, KML. and here, sumthing change. hard to explain, but, we still together. just not as closed as always. she had a life, and same as me. i din really know about her in matric, i only know she was biology student, her room was in block C, 2.17 i think. sory if i am wrong.. huuu.. i am bad.. i promise, i wouldn't do it again.





and now, i am at UPM, she's in UniMaS. i still contact her, and so does she. i rarely meet her. holiday time is the only time i can see her. i love when she bought me ate that night. not even my friend ask me out at night. except i'm driving. huhu.. there are some issues going on last year. well, no pain no gain.. hhaha..





so, this is a long post i guess... emm... fyi, we still friend. and always do. no matter what people said. we are still friend. a best girlfriend. a hot couple...konon... hahah.. although i din know much about her now, i am glad that we had met and then become a friend. i hope i can get to know her better than i am now. luv her so much. and i miss her a lot.


off to traning.... bye..:)