Huhu… for this month, my luck was disappearing a bit by bit. It was very weak month. I thought after the Chinese New Year break, me can refresh my mind from anything. However, it is not, my life become up side down and miserable… huhu… but, I can’t really remembered what was happen.

This month is the exam month; so, I have 2 study and finish ol of my assignment in one time. During this time oso, I have 2 sports 2 handle. It is softball and handball. Hence, this makes my life more ‘packed’. Every morning, class, evening, me will training sofbol and at night, 4 handball. My life becomes chaos and disorder. Me cannot focus on everything, including my study. Me test oso sucks.

However, our mind controls everything. Me try 2 enjoy wateve that’s going on and me did it..!!!… for handball, our team win 1 game over 3. This is sad. But, 4 sofball, our team managed reach semi final and lose because the am are bias. huhu.. wtf that am. Huk3.. but, for my test, I have 2 work hard to cover it back. Me fail statistic and soil 4 test 1.

Finish about sports, this time, the really event that me can’t forget was, on 25 feb 09, Wednesday, ME LOST MY HP, K530i SONY ERICSSON..!!!!!, red in color… huhu… it was very fast and me still can’t accept that me lost that phone.

It started at fac’s café. It was almost 12 and me hav class is on 12. Me n me fren went 2 lunch 4 a while, during that time, my fren text me, asked, where am i. I rep back then, I put me phone on the table. I donno how, me can forgot that phone, n rush 2 class.

In the class, me want 2 silent the phone, as usual. This time me remember that my phone still at café. Waaa…. Only God knows what me had felt. Me rush back at café n found it odi gone. The incident only takes about 10-15 minutes. Anything can happen in the short period. Me try 2 call it, but can’t. it voicemail. Somebody has taken it.

Me have so many memories in that phone. My pics and vids, all gone in one blink. Waa….. me missed my phone so much. me didn’t aspect that me will lost that phone. My mom only said, ‘dh xda rezeki ktk gk ya…’. Me just have 2 accept that my phone odi lost. But, me still have faith in that phone. me want it back..:(

Everything changes after me lost that phone. Me cannot call my mom and sis for free anymore. Me cannot 3G my sis and cousin anymore. Me cannot take pictures and videos of my fren anymore. No alarm on every midnight. No more radio at nite. No more bluetooth, and mms, wif my fren. Huhu… me missed my phone…

One day, me hear malay song while study wif my fren. The playlist of course play the song randomly. But, me really shock after me hear “Letto-Sandaran Hati”. Me try 2 find my phone, because I thought my mom calling me. Only after 5 second, I realized that my phone odi gone. huk3… it was very touching moment as my fren said it. Me cry for a while. Isk…isk… so sad..

Huk3.. today is earth hour time, so, i am in dark rite now.. huhu… better me end it here. I will cont’ in the next post.. c ya… happy EARTH HOUR…!!!!!!!!!!

Ola there… anyone… I don’t think there’s sumone..

But, bia la bnda ya.. Since my last post in last feb I think, I never post anything.. huhu.. It’s been ages. There are a lot of things I want 2 talk about. All things, about me, my frens, college, fac, assignments, and of course rumors, haha.. cannot miss la…

First, I want 2 shares about wat happen this month. For last month, I’ll write it in another post. Ok, there are things happen in the past few weeks, kind of boring stuff, Huhu.. I can’t exactly remember what happen in this month. I am just bz wif assignments, study and meetings. Cop2 , ada benda best happen, last week I went to KOSASS by motorcycle wif 2 other juniors for ‘bengkel senamrobik’ thing. I dunno why but, I’m just following orders. Huhu.. surprise me, I kind of like this bengkel things, maybe because of the food.. huah3.. it was delicious, marvelous and most important, free..

Because of the exam things in this week, I have to let go a trip to Pangkor last friday.. huhu… but, it worth it, I don feel sad o regrets anything. But, last week, my emotion going unstable.. hak3.. I’ve shoot everyone.. n I feel sorry for them.. sorry girls.. huk3.. I’ll do it again, trust me, until I have sumone permanently 2 shoot at. Pity that person. Better hope not u. hak3.. kidding..

In one night, I’ve dreamed sumone that I knew long ago but I had never see her again 4 now. How on earth she can enter my dream…?? It’s been almost 2 years since I last meet her.. huhu.. I’m kind of missing her this time, but, dunno… I don want 2..

N, for this week, study week, exam kn.. mggu dpn pon…huk3..

I think, I want 2 stop now, I am very2 sleepy.. I’ve class tomorrow at 8 a.m. so, gudnyte.. and hepiey reading…

emmm... lme dh x update menatng ni..
tp, klau update pun, mne de org tgk.. hak3... sendiri gak yg bce... huk3..

x ksh la, asalkn bhgia... humm...
byk bnd happen after klas break thun bru cina...


one of them is, g kua mgn member.. wetland melaka.. ooo... sonok gak aa..
tp, mcm ad sumting yg missing.. ap ye? enth la.. tp, mcm x puas/x abs enjoy kot.. huk3..
xpela.. nnt bleh g lg tmpt laen lak. ngn mmbe laen lg..


adegan len lak, ni tyme mlm ble tah.. tp, rsenye 2 feb kot.. mlm 2 ak nk siapkn assignment, tp, kne panggil g miting lak.. ak jd ajk sumting2 untuk prgm ujung minggu 2.. ak pun dgn rse brat ati, g je miting 2.. dlm kol 10.30 kot.. x ingt lak. n then, u know wat happen...?? it was the !@#$ miting i had attended. geram gla mlm 2, org pnt2 turun, leh lak die ckp, "xde bnd sbnrnye ak nk ckp ngn ko.." wat..!!?? u took my time, just 2 said that!!! bloody hell. but, it not end here, ak memg lost dok dlm bilik miting 2, miting x d conduct langsng... where is the chairman? huh! wateva... almost 1 hour plus ak dok miting 2, tp siyes, dat is the worst miting i ever had. sorry 2 say, but it is true.. she need 2 learn more abt ol this. but, this doesn't mean i am perfect to conduct a meeting or wat so ever.. this is my opinion and u can totally reject or receive it.. no fence. finish abt the 'best' miting ever. thank 4 wasting my time.



after that miting, ak x brape nk ingt ap yg jd.. owh, ak ad exam envi on thrsday. pas je exam, ak ngn member g sewa kete sengah ari je... nk g jusco. mkn2.. soping.. after exam konon.. hak3.. 4 dis tyme, i had a wonderful tyme wif ol my fwen.. i am totally happy.. huhu.. best2..
dpt mkn stimbot...


the day after dat, on 6 feb, i had a bad day... not to bad actually, but ad konflik between me n my fren.. sedeh.. but, 4 this tme, it is my fault.. i don want 2 talk it here, its 2 persnal... huhu..

huk3... ak bru blek dri klas envi td.. 1 jam je klas ari ni.. statistik batal.. emm... bes gak, dpt bgn lwt. huhu... tp, ad sumting plek hapen td.. ak ngan membe laen blek dri fac nk g kolj.




ari ni ktorg gne jln bwh, mls nk naek jejantas.. pnt.. lps je cross jln 2, tba2 ni, mkck mne tah berlari meluru arh ktorg, jerit2.. 'adik2..' ap lg, ktorg tkut kot..... dh nk lari ni, tp mkck 2 x bg, dia lmbai lg.. ak stop la kjp. pas2 mkck 2 trus ni shoot ak mcm ap tah.. lju lg dr m-16 kot..




ckp gni, ' org m'sia ni sombong2 la, klau x tgk kad ni, (tunjuk kad matrk) xnk ckp ngan org, xkn nk ckp ngn dinding, ckp ngn awk la.. nk tunggu bas komuter kt mne? kt cni ke? klau bas rapid? org m'sia nk pnggil org ap? adik? puan? bla2... bla.. byk la lg dia mgarut2... gla... ak x phm sepatah ahram pun...! smpt lg bg tazkirah ni, sruh org berubah, klau ad org panggil, stop kjp, tny knp..., bengong...!!!!


memg la.. tp, mst la kne gye tp, tgk gaya mkck ni, ak sendri x sure nk ckp ke x ngn dia. pas2 dia tny ' awk ni bac kn? haa... kcik lg 2, mkck dh phd, xd sombong,'. gila kn... mcm 2 ka org phd, ckp lg sndr x sombg, apkh??? geram btol ngn mkck 2..



ak memg germ plus blurr plus lg 'knp dia ni?'. suddenly ckp org m'sia sombong, dia 2? org skrg, bkn nya bleh caye sngt.. mkck ni, huhh.. x tau nk ckp pe. senyap je la td...




x slah nk tny org, tp, ad carany, mkck ni, menakutkn, pas2 mengarut2.. sambil mkn kuih lak 2.. memg xde gaye student phd la... mkck ni org indon, dh tau org lua, buat cra org lua... ni tak, mungkin kt tmpt dia org peramah sngt kot... hak3..



ambk iktibar je la dri peristiwa ni.. ak msh lg germ ni...

aisehmen... sedeh eyh... my new shirt ilang....!!!!!!!!!
gatal na tgn org mgambik ya eyh... lom pake gk bju ya.. ish.
nsib bait bju murah jak.. huhu...
tp, still.... nya bru.. n lom d pake... huk3...
kjap ali jak vanish. ee.. bkn nya ada org glak zon tok... sapa ka ngmbik oo..
give my shirt back...!!!!! huhu..

Wahh… so boring here.. no one in the college. Plus my rumate oso go back 2 ganu. Huk3.. I am alone here… in my room, no 232.. eating instant noodle.. huk3.. I have too much work, because of that, I donno where 2 start. Hak3.. (mlas actually).. huhu.. I dunno what 2 write this tyme..

What am I thinking..??

I luv 2 think, until it is too much and in the end burden myself. Huhu… sapa srh pike bnd plek2.. bkan bnd plek, it juz came across in my head and then pusing2, jln2, until I cannot take it anymore. Something that I always think are, where is everybody?, why does it happen 2 me?, can I do this? And many more.. but, sometimes, there is nothing in my head and then it oso make me sick! I am complicated.. emm..not me, human.. huk3..

This morning I woke up too early. Its 3 am. Huk3… pa kah bgun awl2.. tp, sambung tdo blit.. hak3.. dh la ujan.. bes juak tdo.. then, I woke up again, 8 am.. its still early… so, sambung blit tdo… until 9.30.. after that, ddk dpn lap. 0n9 kjp.. until 11 am I think. Pasya, bok g mandik.. hak3..

Until now, I need 2 do my assignment.. so, I have 2 go..

Bubbye…

Aloha…!!!

Mals nya mok update menatang tok..Tp, cam bes jak mok naip..My last 2 weeks was disaster.. not really la.. juz hard 4 me..After the larian merentas kampus, I need 2 collect the number again, and now, I need 29 more number..Malas mok pg bilit cdaknya eyh..Lelah jak polh announcement, p x juak mok anta balit..

Huhu… bia jak la dolok benda ya..

Ok, here I want 2 share sumting..

The 2^nd week is nothing 2 share, it juz an assignment.. hee.. but, there is sumthing I did.

For the 1^st week, I went to EE class, because I want 2 accompany my fren..i decide not 2 write my name 4 the first place. But, my fren, fina dare me 2 write it. So, I juz wrote it..hee.. I think it will not make any probs. However, it did. In the next class, the lec put my name in one of the lab group. My fren told me that the lec r looking 4 me. Hihi..really looking, I mean it, she keep yelling my name non stop.. hak3.. can’t imagine how. I feel bad 4 the lec.( I will take this course in the next 2 sem.. hope she din recognize me..) My fren in it, juz keep silent n very quiet.. huhu..

During this week, I had many misunderstanding between many people.. my fren, my family..n it was so miserable n stressful. I can’t focus on anything, even my studies. I had 2 redo my design assignment; I did not start anything on my envi assignment that had 2 b submit on the next week, plus, I haven finish my minit mesyuarat 4 reventh. Huk3.. so many.. but, I have 2 go through it.. and… I did it.. except the minit mesyuarat. Huhu.. this misunderstanding really make me terrible person.. huk3.. let it go..!!!!!!!

Huk3..let the pass be gone.. hee..

On 18 jan 09, I went for paintball competition. Hak3.. it was the most greatest game I ever did. Huk3.. but, we need 2 pay 15 ringgit per person. 1 group 5 persons. However, the most important is we got the 2^nd place over 20 groups. Hak3.. what the feeling.. we managed 2 b top 5 but didn’t realize 2 get 2^nd place… hak3… I luv it..! in addition, I haven’t got shoot by anybody.. hak3..I’m the man.. but, I want 2.. huk3.. later I think..

Next, 1 day, on 21^st jan, my fren and I went for bowling. Juz the 2 of us… huhu..others don wan 2 go, because of the assignment. So, it juz 2 of us. We went 2 the mines, go 4 bowling, 2 games but both of us did not satisfied wif the games. Huk3.. but, she said that im improved. Huhu.. for the first game, I used 10 lbs ball, huk3.. heavy.. sampe terlepas kat belakng.. hak3… malu2.. then, I changed 2 8 lbs. this ball is ok, but always go in the wrong path, u know..(bukn jln yg lurus) huhu.. too light I think, that's y it corner too much. Hak3.. wat the theory, juz said 2 make me feel better.. hak3... but really i didn’t play well.. after dat, we played dance floor..!! superb..!! hak3.. luv this game. but i envy 4 those who can play it very well.. i will try my best.. Finished.

Ater the bowling, I went back 2 college and try 2 finish 3 assignment (hydro, envi, soil) huhu… sapa soh main2.. kn.. xda masa dah mok polh keja.. I sleep late that nite. What does u think? Assignment of course.. Huhu… by hook or by crook I have 2 finish it..but, don worry.. I can do it.. i will.. huk3…

After that, we have mid term holiday. Only for 1 week. On the 24^th evening, my cousin wif her family of course and I went to bukit tinggi Pahang. It was so many pleasing views from there. We spend a nite in selesa hotel, lil bit far from Colmar, because all room in colmar oledi finish booked.. but, in the morning, it was raining and reli cold.. Here r sum pics I took while at bukit tinggi.

my dinner dat nite.. guess how much it cost? it was RM6.

view while on top of clock tower.

ikan dalam tasek kat japenese tea house.. byk.. besa2 gik ya..

tok kolam ikan2 ya.. cantek kn...?

tyme at rabbit farm.. cantek rabbit nya.. byk juak...

hak3.. tok gmbr jak.. x msok pun..

my castle...!!! (bla la ya)

me wif my new fren.. hik.. boring li muka ya.. pakh?

1 experience I never forget. At botanical garden, 1 little tiny creature had bite me. It was really itchy for the first time. But really kmk gelik….!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Pacat ba ya gigit kmk.. eeeeeeeeeeee……………….. dh la itam. Begerak2 gk ya.. gatal na msok lam sluar org.. kmk realize bnd ya ad pun tyme lm toilet, mun x pg toilet, dakne ka.. eeeeeee……… damn pacat ya..nyaman2 jak ggt org..

place where i realize sumting bite me..!!

Later, we went home in the evening of 25^th jan. that nite, ol of us r really tired. But, the next day, we went 4 a movie at seremban 2.. underworld 3.. huu.. syok3.. tgok la.. best.! Tp, da part yg x phm gilak.. but, for sure, best la.. in the mean tyme, b4 tgk movie, my kazen n I searching 4 in-line skates. Huhu.. then we found it in jusco. Rm 52. But, after we think twice and wisely, we did not buy it.dunno why, like sumting told me that don buy it… so, I didn’t. huu.. creepy..

After holiday for 4 days, I had a fever plus flu plus skit tekak. Ish.. nasib tyme cuti xda pa2.. n now, I am still wif my flu.. dunno when can recover.. huk3.. until this tyme, I have nothing 2 write anymore… I will write again soon.. smile always..(^^,)